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Dead Inside

by Silence the Blind

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A quarter of a century, apparently means nothing, Had your back for so long, now you left us behind Ignorant and arrogant, you pushed and pushed away Blind to see the path, and that you led yourself astray Chorus: Friends will turn, before you swallow your pride Back and forth, you never make up your mind You could never take back, all those things you said It must be a crazy world, living inside of your head So hard to deal with the truth So hard to admit to your mistakes Doomed to live your life in solitude Left us all so filled with rage Lost track of reality, now in touch with hypocrisy Never satisfied with anything, there’s always something to complain about You think that everyone’s against you; well guess what? Fuck you Turned your back on your brothers after all that we’ve been through
2.
Take me, you evil, you vile, take my life at will I do not fear you, your power, I have lived in hell You’ve taken enough now, I am bound, I am the will of man I do not stand down, or give ground, I’ll fight you everyday I cut you, I cast you out You will not break us, our bond will stand against the tide You think you hold us, control us, dictating all our lives We will enslave you and pull through, every single time We will not stand down, or give ground, we’ll fight you everyday We cut you, we cast you out My spine is the strongest fucking thing you have ever seen in your goddamn life We are not afraid, we are love not hate, taking back the day, you will not take this life
3.
Never Repent 02:47
As I am crossing over the line of memory I have never felt regret or pangs of sympathy I commit my actions, there is no misery I’m a beast to all, I’m a friend to some, alive and conquering Chorus: I will arise with the face of a demon I will arise with the face of a friend I am alive because I have conquered I have no sorrow, no act to amend There is still no sorrow, though my heart is full of pain I can hold my head up high and still believe in me Cast out every reason you’d wish to change the past And tell them all, with their fucking stares, you can kiss my ass Chorus They’ll try to tell you, they’ll try to trick you Tear all the evil out of your soul Keep it inside you, letting it shine though Evil is part of what makes you whole Never repent that which you are
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Dead Song 04:10
So far gone but still on mind, A plague that comes in the night, Where have you gone my brothers? You are gone but not forgotten. The voices trapped in my head, The dead are rising again, My guilt at still drawing breath, Still trapped inside of your death. The waves of anger and loss, Your lives were taken by force, You're gone and I'm still breathing, You're dead and I'm still bleeding. Still alive I've got the dead inside. I want to reach through the void, Re-take the breath of your life, Inside there's none of you left, Only what still beats in my chest. The voices trapped in my head, The dead are rising again, My guilt at still drawing breath, Still trapped inside of your death. The whiskey quiets my mind, It doesn't make it alright, It helps to numb out the pain, Keeps me from screaming your name. Still alive I've got the dead inside (me). So far gone but still on mind, A plague that comes in the night, Where have you gone my brothers? You are gone but not forgotten. The voices trapped in my head, The dead are rising again, My guilt at still drawing breath, Still trapped inside of your death. The waves of anger and loss, Your lives were taken by force, You're gone and I'm still breathing, You're dead and I'm still bleeding. Still alive I've got the dead inside (me).
5.
The outbreak, we survived, Maybe our love kept us alive, I say alive, but you were bit, Come down with fever, sick as shit, I hold you close, I kiss your eyes, I'll stay with you until you die, Until you die, until you turn, Until you rise, never interred. Because nothing dies forever. I'm sorry dear, to tie you down, Pull your teeth out of your mouth, It's such a shame to take your pretty smile, Possessed of venom, wholly vile, Now we lay, upon the ground, I hold you close, I wrap arms around, Here, inside, I'll keep you safe, Warm with life, cold as the grave, Because nothing dies forever. Glass, it breaks and here they come, They come to take away my love, In the dark where I can blend, I hide in shadows to defend, Slicing through Achilles tendon, I'll grind their bones to make your bread, You are fed yet I still hunger, This is not... This is not the end. Now as one, I slip inside, Remember warmth before you died, Taste the curse upon your breath, The fever rising, bringing death, Close to climax, feel the change, I'm craving flesh, I've gone insane, Together in death we do descend, This is not... This is not the end, Nothing Dies forever, ‘Cause this is not the end...
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When I was a child, I looked up to the cross Now a man, with open eyes, my innocence is lost This is not God’s will Heed these bible verses, or your soul will burn in hell For I am God, I’m your only hope and my love is for sale This is not God’s will For I am the way and my love is for sale Power. Murder. Violence. Rape. Extort. Control. Silence. Hate. This is not God’s will For I am the way and my love is for sale I created God and wrote the volumes of his word Through the voice of millions I infect the earth I am a man of passions I publicly abhor Rape the world I am absolved, it’s I who wrote the law Heed thee the word of God
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Cradle 02:47
This cradle starts a life, that’s safe and free from harm A sheltered warm life in a small suburban town This cradle in a corner, the young boy he looks on He’s stuck in this world, but from the cradle he has come Cradle is remembered, a boy of nine or ten Safety from the feeling of the back of his father’s hand Cradle and grave, we’re born to die Cradle and grave, we’re not alive This cradle is now fading, the young boy views the stone His parent’s fights are what will keep him alone He’s married to a woman, to them a child is born And in that child’s room, a cradle like his own Abusive to his family, he hasn’t got much left Beats them every day, he’s his father’s son at best Cradle and grave, we’re born to die Cradle and grave, we’re not alive In to room, gun in hand In to cradle, climbs the man Chamber locked, mind astray Gun to head, blows himself away Cradle and grave, wasted life, cradle and grave
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Laughed it off when they said it’s inside of me Swallow my fear and chase it with whiskey Poisoned now by the skin I was born in Vow to fight back, a crushing resistance Chorus: Radiate or rip the flesh out Carcinoma Slit my throat and watch it bleed Carcinoma This is not my time of dying Carcinoma Death takes only my disease Carcinoma Betrayed by my body, complicit companion Don’t give a fuck you won’t take me from me Power of will and strength of conviction Never give up I never concede Chorus This is not what I believed it would come to Holding head high in the land of the dead I’m scared and I’m fighting off all of my demons Death gets the finger, he can’t have me yet Rise like a phoenix, head into battle Surviving on what’s left of adrenaline This is my fight and I go unbeaten Know in my heart you won’t take me from me Chorus You can’t kill me motherfucker

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released June 7, 2014

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Silence the Blind Wheaton Glenmont, Maryland

STB has been bringing brutal crossover thrash to the DC/MD/NoVA metal scene late 2009.

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